A wedding?? yupp...kawin si Nelly...@ hsiao fui coming soon..in this mid of the month..where i'm actually lupa sudah wat date..she getting marry..am I cruel not to remember my own bestfriend's wedding??
To tell the truth..i'm kinda...sakithati..la..abit, coz..she didn't send me any wedding card..for her coming wedding. I don't know why I feel that kind, but i feel that she had forgetted me as her 'once upon a time' a best friend...what to do, maybe it's had already been a very long time ago that we used to be friend..and a really best buddies.
Sampai kawin pun dia rasa...susah mau bagi kad..kawin utk sia..bcoz she said that i don't want the card and I can't attend the wedding. Really I can't attend the wedding, bcoz..I don't have much more holiday & no much budget..to buy the flight ticket again.
I had explained to her previously and I didn't want to make her think that her bestfriend..'sengaja' don't want to come to the wedding..
Kalu ikutkan, memang sia mau datang and go to the wedding specially she are among the old & bestfriend of mine..since 15 years ago..the age had grown with use...thru since then and I'm also kinda' frustrated jugak to think that I can't attend it!!
But the sucks thing is, even I can't attend it, I do hope I can be the one to meet the both groom & brige. It's really sad to think that I can't be the one who can pay the respect to see my own bestfriend getting marry.
So sad lagi bila dia ckp yg sia tidak mau kawin kad dia..what kind of...sentences is that? Do i really said it that I don't want to get the card?
I'm sorry amoi if I did said this words and making you feel that I didn't appreciate our friendship thruout the 15 years as friend, but i think now i know, friendship not always end up with good and nice ending..even if we are all friends, but in some part , we still didn't really know each other well enough bcuz if you do know me in and out, you should know what to do when such things like this-giving your bestfriends -treated a friend that really means to you like this..not even have the courtesy to include me in receiving the wedding card from you. The reason- she don't have enough wedding card to me..(which is..awkward~..)
Eventhou what happen, I never forget and left out my old friends-my bestfriends..cos i know deep down inside i'm still their friends..whether now and ever..so, even they forgetted me in future..I wil never forget them....
