Dear Blog,
It's Been awhile since the last time i wrote inside my blog again and this time it's totally a different things...that happened since few weeks ago. It's a sad stories, A tragic ending that no one ever expected.
It's had been 4 weeks now since the last day of cilla's dad passed away dated 19th March 2010, Friday. Cilla got the news from he brother in the earlier morning of Friday and she returned to KK the same day & as soon as her cuzin, milla bought the ticket for her. I was still in surprised emotion that time. I was thinking to accompany her to go back to KK. I know I can't left her out alone when this time she really needed someone to be with her. I'm her best friend and yet I feel I unable to do anythings to make her feel that calm. But, I'm in my budget time and i was afraid that I can't go back for her. I spoke to Aurel, her cuzin that day and I told her how i feel that I want to be there for her but I was so afraid I can't since I was in budget. She adviced me to go back...the same hope that i wish i can be able to fulfill, atleast for this time. ENd up, I booked the ticket that morning and went back on the next day with the help of Aurel. The words that Aurel said make me more eager to go back for my friends and her family. That's what I felt when I planned to go back for her. We came back from KK abt 3 weeks ago- Sunday,28th MArch.
THE FUNERAL
It was done on Saturday,20th March 2010. I was managed to touch down from the MAS flight ard 9.30am. My flight was at 7.30am that time, was changed b4 since aurel said the time that I booked at 9am is too late cos...they will bring uncle Joannes' s body to the church ard 10am and the funeral was held ard 12.30++ pm. It was indeed a very emotional day, all people was crying even Aurel! Seeing Uncle JOannes's body that time had really make me feel ...so sad,-can't believe that he had gone..~ Tears drop to my face, the feeling had conquered all people;s soul around there, and the environment was very tense by the crying and sadness. The place was abit far from the town. It stated at the top of the hills....
THE RITUAL/PRAYER(7 days of Grieving)
The Rozary's prayer was done every night ard 8pm. i was there most of the time too. Help with the arrangement of foods and cleaning the dishes besides making sure everythings ok. On the 6th day, they plasvrrf yp c had this 'momisok' & ' the 7th day , they burned those most of nessary thgs or clothes for Uncle Joannes. The moment was suddenly turn so....Suram. We did manage to watch as it burning. It was said that if the fren burned so quick, meaning that cilla 's dad really need it all. Somehow I keep thinkig abt wat had cilla felt now. She felt lost and lose of her dad. SHe blaming herself......
