Tak tau napa sia rasa very disappointed semlm, byk benda yg sia rasa mcm tidak patut berlaku but berlaku. Planning was already great as far as I know la. Only thing bas yg kami mau ambik from KL Sentral tu sudah full for SAturday morning as schedule jam 9am but all ticket had already taken. So yg paling awal pun jam 11am. Then balik pun teda sudah juga tiket yg awal..
So, I informed Zarina and she had asked for someone help-Mr D. A perfect guy full with charisma, very career oriented, intelligent & sweet guy. The guy that most of the ladies imagine to get and to be with. hahahaah...
Well, dia agreed utk bantu la..as normal..like a really gentlemen would intend to do. The plan mcm start to goes well. But pagi tu dorg lambat sampai, so kami pun lambatla bertolak. Maybe ndak kisahla, coz, dia sudi membantu ..kira okla..tu. I dunknow why..suddenly sampai sana..benda makin 'weird' and..mmm somethings..happen la.
It's really silly things la for that to hapen. It's just a simple feeling not to join the games. It somehow feel like awkward to have such attitudes to a grown up ppl, isn't it? Kadang2 rasa geram pun ada..terasa sgt! Sia cuba mau buat yg terbaik utk semua org and to be nice. I really hope for the trip to be fun & excited , not the other way around. Cos sia rasa memang sayang utk someone yang baru ja kenal but end up dgn keadaan yg dimana ada sikit krisis and then jadi ndak jadi kawan pulak. Such A waste !! I do really hope that things will be going alright soon coz It doesn't worth to end up friendship just want happened yesterday. The trip was fun ..so much fun actually that few of them even notice. I actually had a great day semlm..and so happy that I be able to spend some quality time with new friends. I don't mind to have the freetime with them..infact, I was so glad I can know them secara tdk langsung. Well..tu end of Genting Trip stories. Some Parts should be keep quiet then.
Then about mum...i had a small arguement with her just now..
Feel so streess up to knew that I was the only one that always make mum think alot and feel bad about the whole pictures of my life here. I can't understand why it was always about me, why it always about arguement ??Everytime asyik gaduh and gaduh, telefon pun mcm asyik tanya and keep on questioning about somethings that always giving me hardtime to say. Sometimes, I feel reallly so unfair! Coz..why?? Is it bcoz I'm too depends on my family alot? too depends on the way my bro didn't appreciate what I try to help for all these years??I just don;t want to think all about it again..coz it make me sad and feel down each time it happen.
