MY CNY 2009,KK..

TODAY, IT A CHINESE NEW YEAR eve. makan malam kami sudah berakhir yesterday. My dad who is now at Kampung K.P celebrating with my nenek and my 'ingkong'(datuk) tumpang kereta my uncle today bcoz of no car..
(CNY NIGHT-12.04AM-26/1/09)
sambung type yg story tadi, i went out to get a rent car tadi. But pity, it's a waste of time..and long story..dari pagi sampai malam sia cuba call each one of the rent car but...its only making me feel more worst..mula tadi ingat suda bole dapat sekali tguk..dia ckp..kancil tdk dpt bagi coz ada problems, sudah sia and boy drive halfway till kinarut,org tu ckp..kancil ada prob tdk dpt bagi then..balik ke asal punya..pilihan ..coz at 1st if teda,i wanna choose van yg mahal sewa..rm180!! ..again there's a 'BUT'
you know how i hate my bro's attitude yg dia ni suka panas baran sendiri??
yups..dia marah and piss off tadi yg kancil tu..ndak jadi plak..sewa and then suddenly lagi ckp ada payment for deposit and hantaran..so..dia ckp..tempat sewa kereta ni dimana..when i said LIDO..is the place ..then he,mentioned that the car rent at there are not good..and they always asked for more payment such as minyak kereta..la..the deposit la..and hantaran..But, as i know..mmg semua co. pun ada ..tu bayaran..but maybe for minyak tu.melampau la..kalu dorg mau minta..
u know my bro, once benda camni ..disturb mind dia..mulala..dia ..membebel and mulala..dia act as if dia tau eveythings..at last, i blow up the plan to meet this driver for the rent car..tu,kami cabut lari jala..ndak jumpa org tu..coz..use if it's not affortable.with high rental and..the rent ppl also being like an 'assXXXX'! i'm really really..angry jugak tadi..but, apa yg sia bole buat, paling2..duduk la..di rumah this CNY, no car ..no out..la..make myself relax at home for the at CNY day.
ada yg sia mau wait for the tomorrow..car rent , with the help of Leander(pcilla's cousin)'s friend who trying to find cars for me to rent..but not successful as all the cars already been continuous rent.
hahahah
about 'SIMBA'...THE NAUGHTY CAT of mine yg dimanja, disayangi & dibelai..

he went missing on FridAY night actually, the window was opened that time coz..Jackie mmg buka tu window b4 that ...this SImba, apa lagi,pantang nampak wndow or door buka, dia cabutla lari..i tried to catch him but unable to keep him. (PIC-SIMBA AND ME..)

sia dgn pcilla satu mlm teriak panggil nama dia..and panggil2 dia..ndak jugak muncul2...dia ..panjat tu...roof rumah jiran belakang mula2nya..sampaila dia hilang ntah pigi mana..i tried to find SImba sampai lalu lorong sebelah again and till the end of our road junction..but still can't find him..2 times..of finding attempt..from 14/3.. till end of 14/5....it's a really frustration finding..even jackie helping us..finding SImba too. kami cari sampai jam 1am,tu pun sia masi tdk mau megaku kalah..even..in such tiring time ..dgn baru abis keja, then..kemas barang for balik kk, then kena urus all the house things before goin back..woo...until i having headache tat time..and i'm very sad and worry..believe it or not, i cried for 1st time for pet...it's been years i didnt' cried and sad and worry for my pets..the last time, i did cried for pets was when i cat...died..yups..si 'Penny'...the old cat yg sia jaga..for almost..half decade frm myhighschool time. kesian dia, dia mati coz sakit tua..i take the cat from my high school sport field & took her home..tat time still small kitten.
i miss her so much too..!
i miss SImba that time so very much! Might be cause i'm the one who been blame for not closing the window when SImba was around the living room. Pcilla also frustrated that time ..and i dun blame her if she was blaming me for what had happened, i understood~ and that's why i cried, worrying that i might not seeing him anymore..and I WISH HE WILL RETURN..to us..in no time at all.
Might be he don't want to return home at all du to NO FREEDOM by us..as a master of him and the house. Naluri for jantan had already come out, tu la..maybe dia ..ndak selesa dl rumah ja.
Luckily, in almost 4am, cilla panggil sia bangun, she said SImba is around, but he still at the roof,dun want to come down..even we did call him and trying to catch up my life!!
sia masi tidur lagi tat time coz penat kan, tidur pun jam 1 am lebih then ni lagi..hal camni berlaku, cilla panggil2 tiba2 dia muncul atas bumbung..org..tupun simba don't want to get down, by forcing.
cilla wake me up from my tired sleeping& began to jalankan our tanggungjawab!
cilla..tarik dia dari atas bumbung rumah kami..baru dpt ambi dia..punya la..susah..OH MY GOD! mau pengsan pun ada,.dua2..mmg pening.2..sia pening starting from SAt sia blik sini.!
O,..so glad SImba ok..and just hope that Simba goin to be ok..as we are not at home. Tadi jackie call and inform that daren parent took her back to Seremban,hometown Daren. sia ndak kisah actually if dia mau pigi..but nipun last min inform that SImba had already hantar di NURSERY.same petshop yg kami hantar selalu ..but as we plan, kami ndak mau hantar coz..tula teda duit mau hantar ..mau kena budget..but tgukla..see how la. Tupun as Jkie bagitau..dia punya bakal mertua yg bawa dia balik kg..and dia jugak yg akan bayar bayaran Simba nanti..juz hope Simba be OK.. tujala..
atleast in petshop, he will be behave ..

26/1/09 (1st day CNY)
my story for today..
actually ikutkan harini sia mmg teda mood 1) bcos planning mau balik kg..cancel coz no kereta..semua kereta sewa..sudah taken due to peak season..2) with my dear little 'old' bro yg masi berperangai cam budak2.. yg selalu saja mau buat org sakithati..even to my mum..3) sedih with the condition now..where..myfamily have to separate jalan..my dad balik kg sendiri2..bawak 'the precious child' dia ..yg satu..and then..ndak pduli lagi dgn kami yg tua sudah ni.. 4) ntahla...ada ja..sia rasa ndak ngam but..i always try to make myself think of happiness during this season, but still can't run from the negative thinking..maybe.,maybe bcos..i had the bad experiences for last last CNY where kami ada family crisis..and ..sia rasa time tu..sia betul2..teda mood utk celebrate CNY..i came back just for the sake of my Mother..
satu hari sia dirumah harini, buat keja melalap..and kemas kini ..my laptop and my musics file and my IPOD and flipping the magazines..even sia pun teda mood utk baca my fave 'TWILIGHT SAGA' book..--ECLIPSE' padahal kalu di KL..selalu saja mau baca, sampai dlm lrt berdiri2 pun mau baca..and even at toilet.but sini..ntahla..napa..sia mau buka buku..mesti sia tidur dulu or...i do other things. by the way, i'm on the way baca 3rd book now..and it's kind of ...a rush adrenaline mau tau apa cerita akhir buku tu..but ..like i said, i hardly even manage to read 2 page of it since i'm back at KK.
tadi ptg..nyaris2..quarell with bro again. Entahla..maybe sometimes, ndak bole tahan gaya and the way he talked to mum! i know sometimes the way mum ckp pun bole provoke utk org marah or suka repeat words..but ndak payalah bah sampai bro sia tu bole ckp..kasar sgt dgn..dia..NOT I WANT TO BURUK2 kan..my own bro..but to tell the truth, he sometimes..really a 'bad ass' jugak..geram!~ i have only 1 bro and he 's the only one yg kena spoil and sayang selama ni..but turned out jugak..jadi ..anak yg ndak tau bercakap..apa2pun ckp marah2..& suka ckp 'crap'betul2..macan budak2.. ! ada saja mau komen pasal org and ada saja..la yg mau dicari pasal..teda2..bah..org ckp. Suka ckp besar..suka..tunjuk lagak..lagi!!
i already advices even marah and ckp baik2..dgn dia pun...end up plak kami gaduh..tu la yg sia malas..lagi mau ckp ..so, i let him to think by himself jala..
just like cam tadila, lepas ja ambil kereta,kami pigi makan di Maimunah..Kepayan, then dlm makan2..pun cerita about UNCLE PAULUS@ KURUS sia pun bole gaduh tiba2 quarell- just bcoz a talk about apa pekerjaan my uncle currently..either SECURITY @ POLIS BANTUAN? just imagine this type of topic can also bring to a 'gaduh mulut'..it's make me wonder...what topic should i not ..talk again to avoid such things from happen..jadi, apa2pun ndak bole ckpla..coz mybro..mmg jenis yg ndak bole. ..mengaku kalah in ..whatever he talked about..! it's make me feel so ...so...so..deeply...sad and depress..la! macam mau nangis sia..oo..time makan..depan rezeki and time CNY, ada benda ja yg ndak ngam?? IS it bcoz..my family sudah hilang teda tu'persefahaman lagi"or bcoz..kami semua sudah'hilang tujuan' ???hilang tujuan.. to keep the family bonding between us??
i confuse la..sometimes, u know..i talked to them and make them undestand that i don't want to suffer anymore for all the problems and i just want mu family to be in peace and back like yesterday where..we live in just normal way ..middle class way..even susah pun masi bole cope.but now, sia rasa makin hari..makin plak ..byk issues..mana dad pun skrg teda kereta..so, everyone might be BLAMING ON ME.. coz of not helping dad to get a car loan or to get any cars for him..nanti sia jugakla..yg kena ckp..'anak derhaka' ..and..if that's what ppl goin to say, i just don't want to bother anymore..coz..i know..ppl just don
t understand my problems too..and..they always think that i'm all the way are in perfect condition, perfect life, perfect job, perfect family..perfect in everythings..WELL, let me tell..everyone, i don't have that perfect life ..again.! coz..it all ruin...after the 5 yrs incident...and i had make me even stronger in life..
and i really THANKS GOD for all that..eventhou i'm not a very religious human being in life, but i still believe in GOD, and believe in goodness.maybe that's why i still being here with my broken family. and still believe in all of them!
i wil go back to KP(kuala Penyu) my father 's KG..tomorrow..to visit my nenek and datuk there..and my nenek saudara..eventhou pergi balik. i want to see them to see me..

29/1/09 (4TH CNY)
it's been 3 days i didn't wrote anythings for my page.
issues..byk jugak yg berlaku dlm tempoh 3 hari ni.1st of all, need to inform on the BALIK KAMPUNG KUALA PENYU (KP) Part.
On 27/1/09, balik kampung,bro drive the kereta pinjam Kelisa, SAA3365K.
and actually sepanjan jalan,sia malas mau dgr setiap ayat yg keluar dari mulut si boy..coz..every words yg keluar buat sia rasa ...stress up! the way he talk to mum somehow..it's so..unrealistic and ....kurang ajar but i'm being patient and stay quiet.
kami arrived dirumah nenek ard ..10am, kami jumpa nenek and salam dgn datuk semua and finally terjumpa terus dgn uncle ..johnny ...even dia pun cam ndak kenal sia..sudah..mm ditangan dia..tgh pegang si jovena jovial (adik,jing2) anak dorg yg kecik baru..tu la....after met up with uncle..i went to see aunt..and this time..aunt terkejut jugak nampak sia..sudah lama jugak sia ndak pernah jumpa dia..since sia masi belajar..di stamford..i think mau around 5 yrs..jugak..since the last time..we have an issues..of my father's incident..until la today. Aunt..tanya ..sepa sia..time tu..and dia pun ndak kenal totally..dia ckp..sia kurus..sudah and nampak lain..hahahah

(see the 'kerbau'...at Kampung..my engkong own it..huge ...one!)

bila jumpa aunt, sia rasa cm return pigizaman dimana semua tu flash back antara sia and 'auntie manja' sia yg dari sejak kecik yg selalu sia manja...with.
sia masi berckp dgn aunt time tu, and i really dun want to think about last time punya conversation yg buat kami jadi ndak ngam dulu..

(me & 'adiq'..JOvena)-if not mistaken..

i was happy actually to met them and ..jessica joyce..(ika) sudah besar..skrg..and darjah 3 sudah..lama jugak sia ndak jumpa dia.
engkong cam besa...tguk sia cam ndak mau tguk..mmm i know why.but i just don't want to care anymore...as long as i back to kampung to se them all..even some might hate me for being a so-call' anak derhaka'..
i know myself and my mum know me better than them so...watever they want to call me..i'm redha..la..
i went to nenek 'rimbaan' after tha take her and engkong rimbaan to nenek's place dulu kjap..then kami proceed pgi rumah nenek Menumpang plak..tempat happening for all my aunt,uncle & cousin, coincidently, nenek rimbaan told us..yg kak Evelyn ber tunang on the same day..and..tomorrow dia pulak the most shocked punya engagement adalah for my ..'so-call' playboy cuzin, BOY@ WILFRED.ntahla..maybe dia sudah besar and..sudah berubah..org playboy pun sudah mau bertunang and kawin..mmmm bilala turn sia plak..?(dlm hati la..actually i'm not ready yet)
the time yg kami sampai MEnumpang, dorg suma bz sedang menguruskan tunang kak evelyn..and ..sia ..plak..dgn kepanasan..yg melampau..bersalam2 dgn org sana.loh..and suddenly tershake hand with wilfred boy.well..mayb bcoz ada history disana..dia agak berkejut ternampak sia jugala..
sia terjumpa..my other cuzins..who are all big and bujang and 'sumandak' sudah..all of them grown up already..i never wonder..my age bcome more..old and old each day when i saw them..hahahah..

lepas disana, kami pi rumah engkong edwin,(bapa Imelda)..kejap..utk attend yg ceremony dorg for 3 yrs anniversary nenek imelda pass away.dari sana, pigilagi balik nenek MEnumpang.. coz nenek Rimbaan ckp dia teda kaki main judi di sana..so..patah balik rumah nenek Menumpang main judi la..
hmm:))
time tu ..dorg my cuzins and ..uncle tgh cam..ada session menari..la..then sampai sia sekali dorg bawak..menari..tarian..joget and sumazau..hahaahhhahh..mcam pelik nampak sia menari ...disana..dgn all my teenagers punya cuzins....and with newly-engaged couple. kind of happening jugak sana..kami balik pi rumah nenek Kiambor after that...rest there awhile..dad time tu sudah balik kk..kami bertolak from kg about jam 5 lebih ptg..hujan jugak time tu..and otw, aurel plak msg..ajak ikut dia pi balik KP..(kuala penyu) to her bf house...si rayner..la..but that time i was already on the way balik rumah..but she still asking to follow her and dodo later...
but sia ndak jadi ikutla..plak last min, coz..mum bising and dgn adik sia yg act besar diri..plak...lagi..buat sia..malas..mau berckp..dia..pun ikut bising..
reach home around 8.30pm.




my next...capter..
just today ( 29'/1/09), today i stay at home only...temankan mummy..and tadi pagi..awal2..lagi dia sudah kasi bangun sia..and bawak pi pasar papar..dia ckp..sana kalu mau beli udang kering, ikan bilis..and all sort of things..ada jugak..so, bangunla..sia and then..dgn mgantuk pun ikut jugak mum...coz..kesian dia..nanti teda kawan..sudah lagi kasi bangun sia..utk ikut pikir2..ok jugak beli sikit b4 turun kk ..lagi susah mau carry..
but to tell the truth..my GOD, the weather is very hot ...and so damn..berpeluh gilak..just imagine..jalan kaki..dari dlm housing area pengalat besar ni sampai di luar...lorong masuk ni kawasan..tunggu di bas stop..huh..penat jugak berpeluh gilak..
sampai sana..beli byk jugak barang2 yg org pesan..my colleagues..i mean it a 1 kilo udang kering, 1 kilo of ikan bilis..wow..alots!sampai tangan mau patah angkat byk benda..with the hot sunny day..and lots of sweating.. ~
after beli brg kami duduk kejap.di KFC papar..me...surfing facebook kejap..then kami took cab balik rumah.
sampai rumah ndak lama..sia mandi..balik, then suddenly mum ckp cam ada nampak kereta uncle johnny guna tu..lalu depan rumah..cam mau cari parking.
tbetul2..dorg aunt and uncle dtg..visit..with ika & adiq together.. so happy to see them step in the house..after long tme since they came. lama jugak aunt and uncle disini sampai mau pkul 6.30pm baru dorg balik coz..mum masak bagi mkn dorg..so, dorg tunggula.
hahahah..gueess what ...'adiq' (jovena) yg cerewet selama ni tdk mau kena pegang and angkat by ladies. skali tguk...during the time take photo..tu, si adiq..trus mau sia dukung.
wah..so happy ..coz..for 1st tme ..anak dia..ndak marah if org lain pegang or dukung..heheheh i took a photo as the 'bukti'..coz BOY (bro) selalu ckp..dia ndak mau dgn pompuan, and dia mau dgn adik sia saja kunun if ndak rapat, dia ndak mau la..tu kena kacau or dukung..but todaY pecah record! i was able to dukung si 'adiq'...hahahha..mau plak dia dgn sia sudah..!!~

continue...(today-30/1/09)
after aunt n uncle balik, ndak lama tu,pcilla msg bgitau apa si 'jackie' typed inside her internet.about all the ketidakpuasan dia abt kami and abt what happened at home (PJ).The way cilla msg sound lain, dia ckp kalu sia baca pun sia akan sakit hati and bila ja cilla bagitau camtu..sia trus rasa..mesti ada somethings yg dia typed dlm blog dia..yang betul2..buat sia and cilla akan sakithati.. nasibla..this time around sia teda intenet dirumah, if sia ada, maybe lama jugak suda sia terbaca apa yg dia type in blog dia.
I did cried when cilla told me everythings about what she typed. And to tell the truth, i'm kind of hurt to know that she think that way and...never in my whole life will imagine....will be betrayed like what happened today.

apa yg i heard from cilla on what she read inside that blog, jackie mentioned yang dia ndak suka the way kami treat dia cam budak2 , selalu mau 'nag' dgn dia..and selalu anggap dia tdk tau buat keja dlm rumah..and..mau bising dgn dia..masa..dia mau keluar rumah dgn darren or dgn mana2 kawan2 dia..and dia ckp lagi yg sia and pcilla gaduh buat dia tension...ok..tu part ...siammg admit sia gaduh with cilla ..coz..of our normal daily life..as a friend and as a housemate.sedangkan...kawan biasa pun bole bergaduh nikan plak kami yg sudah almost 10 yrs berkawan...and lepastu tinggal serumah..lagi pigi keja ..sama2..kadang2..in ofifce..tension sampai rumah pun tension bila nampak semak ..rumah..and no one to help us to clean up abit or to pick up the kain yg berjemur diluar sampai basah kuyup..sampai satu besok pagi pun teda org tolong..pinggan makan...all simpan ja, the dapur..noeven tidy..the living room..also like that..wat suppose i want to do if i had mentioned few times and ..ask for few times to do / to help us clean up the house kalu senang, pungut kain kalu hujan..but balik rumah, masi nampak benda tu masi stay tempat yg sama..kain teda pungut..everythings maintained exactly the way it was before we went to work..how do we expect not to nag...tu pun sia sudah cukup sabar and cukup diam..coz cilla asked me to just be patient and don't tense, talk to jackie....i did talk and i did asked for the help/favour..i did do everythings that possible for her to understand that she's not the ONE yg stress up dlm rumah tu ...kami pun stress up! and didn't even treat her cam BUDAK2 kalu dia tau berpikir..sakithati ko tau bila sia dpt tau..yg dia tulis camtu..apa yg sia buat sampai dia mau ckp..yg dia marah dgn apa yg kami buat...!
sudah beratus kali sia cuba ckp kalu ada apa2..kasitau ja kami directly and baca discuss if got anythings..she didn't feel puas hati..or what, but she's never confront..and never talk to us...infact, dia buat dingin dgn kami and..dia sengaja tdk mau layan each times..i try to call her ...!
no wonder..dia asyik terperuk dlm bilik ..menghadap PC..and..meluahkan..perasaann dia dlm blog dia..and dgn bf dia...napa tdk dia ckp ja dgn kami kalu ada apa2..napa mau ckp dibelakang??sia ndak pernah ckp dibelakang dgn dia..or dgn sepa2 yg tinggal dlm rumah tu previously coz i DON"T LIKE TO TALK BACK...if you really sincere..and able enough to ..stand up with your own opinion, why you dont confront earlier??why you want to ignore us when we did asked you what happened?
sakithati lagi bila dpt tau...dia ckp..yg kami tdk faham dia, tdk pernah thanks dia utk apa benda yg dia buat dlm rumah tu..sia trus...ternganga...u know why??dia ckp sia ndak pernah ...say 'thank you'...since when i never said thank you to her???baru ja..hari sat , sun masa 1st time kami sampai sini...KK, sia every min, every hrs...and..almost everyday msg dia tanya apa dia buat ,,tanya dia..abt rumah ,SIMBA & the cat, tanya bout dia dimana, dia keluar ka? and last but not least , i said 'THANK YOU' TO HER...FOR HELPING IS TAKING CARE OF THE HOUSE...YG ACTUALLY SKRG DIA DUDUK JUGAK...I SAID THANK YOU FOR GENEROUSLY UNDERSTOOD YG KAMI PUN NDAK MAU DIA STAY DIRUMAH TU SEORG DIRI ALONE..BUT kami tau dia pun ndak akan stay dirumah..alone coz ..SHE GOT A BF TO HAG OUT AND WILL TAKE CARE HER ..and EVEN CAN GO BACK TO BF HOUSE ...ALMOST EVERYDAY! kami just ckp..if dia pigi tinggal rumah..bf dia ..then kasitau ja kami awal2 supaya...kami tau..yg rumah tu ...ada org jaga..and SImba ok..ndak pun atleast sia sempat bagitau dgn landlord (mr yoga & mr siva ) yg teda org dlm rumah tu..and to ask them tguk2kan...and to bagi makan dgn kucing2..tu..n~but haritu..on SUNDAY...LAST WEEK ..THE CNY EVE, i msg her since early morning and msg again in evening..but..she suddenly msg that she had already a
t Darren KG (seremban)AND HAD ALREADY having the CNY eve dinner...dia ndak pun bagitau awal...dia ckp ..coz ..tadi bz with the preparation for their family dinner..ok..ok..bZwhy she even want to compare and judge our life with her??? dia ada time utk buat semua ..tu..utk cari bf...utk duduk tempat PC updating apa benda yg dia mau, utk keluar dgn kawan2....utk pigi 'party' dgn kawan2 sporting, utk ..rasa happy all the times....how about us???no one care to listen or know?! main teka buta2...yg kami ni tdk pandai bersosial??? tdk ada boyfriend?? teda..life?? teda kawan2..yg hippy and..funky?? Mcam apa yg Jackie ada??
it's hurt and will always be hurt to know.i can't even have the courage to forget and forgive what she had said and wrote.
don't worry she will have the her freedom soon..afterall, she will be continue her study to AUSTRALIA...in June..and she will have all the freedom that she ever wishes to have...a million ...freedom await for her...soon..and after this, honestly, i want to forget those whose i cared for...last time, that was what happened between we and one of the tenant, also a cousin..also a friend-the close one...that misunderstood had make us argue and judging each others.
But luckily, human changed, and we alk be friend again.
But as for this, I didn't know what to do. Just let it flow ...
All I know,i'm have enough for all these..

an issue from home..

how i'm goin to say this thing always happen ..today, as we came back from home around 8.45pm..from work, the house just like normal, BUt with all the cats inside the kitchen area, the kitchen door closed as normal..
as i was cleaning up the mess of 'Simba' 's ' berak & kencing' place, which required me to use the mop to clean up, i'm kind of SUrprised..as the key and the 'pad lock' was hanging at the grill without pulling it off from the key hole & it stated just like that before we went back.
Who else did the job??I'm don't want to simply blaming on anyone for what had happened during that time..cause i do understand sometime ppl are too BZ with their with their own agenda until they forgot the whole things about 'SAFETYNESS' about ..'RESPONSIBILITY'..in the house!! It's kind of piss sometimes to know that we cared about all things and even about the ppl who living with me BUT 'the ppl' just don't care enough to understood the normal and easy way to take abit responsibility to take care of own house~

I had already advices..alot and to tell the truth, i hate to advices ppl cause I know ppl just don't bother about what you want to say , 'masuk telinga kiri, keluar telinga kanan..' ~
I just imagine the incident yg pernah berlaku before this during the time we knew about the 3 strangers 'curi' curi ' masuk from our backyard punya pagar..and one of our neighbour got to catch the scene and acknowledge what had happened..luckily that time, the 'WIFE' shouted and informed us what actually she saw. U know..that time I have a big 'shocked' and it make me ..think alot..about the safetyness around here..and we all had discuss on the issues of how to care more on the house security and what need to do to pretend any bad incident to happen in future.Even until now, I still don't understand why the 1st place ,the 3 strangers want to tried to went in from our backyard gate?? is it the guys aiming for anyone ..anyhouse for their main 'usual bad activities'??

I remember that time...'Dodo', yups...last time she living with us.. keep the door and window open so big..that anyone who passing thru can know whose living inside the house or even know what valuable things stated inside it too!!
It's so scary to think that ...this small incident still happened..! We are mad and of cause angry..to know that a 'small stupid mistakes might be caused a 'big' different ISSUES...IN FUTURE???~! JUST THINK OF IT ..the CONSEQUENCES.. of being 'clumsy' ,' in-rush of somethings',' stupid mistakes' and 'don't care enough' ...attitudes can make a whole 'CHAOS' in future?! i just don't want to always 'nagging' and 'nagging' ..it really making me feel like an 'old lady' with more than 5 kids..~

It's just frustrating to talk and discuss the same issues over and over again, but 'ppl' just don't care..to bother about anythings in the house~

THE HIP HOP GANGSTA SPECIAL DANCE CLASS GX FF-FRI,28/11/08

the new friends...i met during the HIP HOP GANGSTA last time..in Fitness First! Hip Hop Man..wow~

**from my previous...friendster blog..collecting for BLOGSPOT..**

Today...awh..seem i can't really believe today i had joined the theme of Hip Hop Gangsta GX class~coz, i always been hoping to have the chances to dance crazy and not to think of other things besides keeping dancing all day long..hah..eventhou it's only for 1 hr...but it's really blast with full of laughters, joy & craziness. I just LOve It !!!
class started like normal-7.40pm and me and pcilla had planned to join this class since Wednesday after knowing tat there will be a hip hop theme..today.

But pity..kak Ajie..can't join us as planned, coz she got the urgent and pending works to clear. Mula2 she plan to join us in the Hip Hop class but seem like she unable to go out from the office..on time.hmm: (( she was so piss off as what priscilla said.
it's a tired ..tired..2 hrs...time..1st joining the BODY STEP...where class intructed by Jackson for abt 1/2 hr coz the main trainer(ZUL) was stuck in jam..i was so exausted with the steps..so i thought i maybe unable to 'tahan' until the BODY JAm time.
The BODY JAM ...YuHOO!! even in 'sweat' & smelling body, pcilla& I had already booked the exact middle place to get a good view of the 2 instructors - Juwita & Stephen...mau..tguk kaki..bah..have to catch up with the steps..

there are alot of participates during the Hip Hop class..so pack with crowds..and huh...it's so tiny space left for us to move..mm.. i can't follow the steps that Juwita&Stephen..taught tat time..i move to front and back just to see the front view..BUt..failed..
so sad we can't even move our body to side or back..coz..ppl all around us & all trying to get the right steps...until i started to make myself goin' abit..crazy with laughters and silly ...face..hahahah..just to make myself feel more..happy & forget about the crowd and 'sempit'place.
i have a fun time today & at last..i talked to jackson, stephen & my idol..'Juwita'..!!yeahhh..i just glad to know a person@ lady who can dance well like Juwita..My God!,she so talented..!!! very very..talented!how i wish i can have that move and body..and talented in dancing..xpecially in the HIP HOP.... i'm very excited plus..trill..with the event, which we 1st time joining..~
oo did i tell ..u..tat priscilla..huh..wear a 'rugged'..dress..ngam with the theme..kununnya..hahahahha..iyala..ngam la.. Me? mmm...just a normal. ..outfit...ndak sempat mau ..pilih pakaian..la~
Thank God...i'm joining the class..coz..that the time..i can know..new friends and begin my social life..besides than works..u know i met new sabahan..friend too ..one lady..named 'anne'..from SAndakan..wah..jauh2..pun jumpa jugak org SAbah!AramaiTi!!
and ...1 more thg..Juwita..talk to me..for 1st time..ahahah...pciila..ckp gila suda sia..'tedalah..happy..jumpa..'star' yg ...ndak kenal2..ckp dgn sia suddenly..of cos..feeling..happy..i solute her...mah..!!no lady tat i know can dance perfectly like tat..!
k...i'm goin to have my sleep now..so tired..
gotta..rest...Happy YA!

TWILIGHT THE MOVIE

THE CULLENS..Emmet,Rosalie,Alice & Jasper.

PART I LOVE MOST...THE ENDING..HAPPY ENDING~

THE FULL CAST OF'TWILIGHT'-THE MOVIE..

GUESS WHO IS WHOSE???

CAN YOU DETECT WHERE 'EDWARD' & 'BELLA'? HOW ABT JACOB? ALICE ?JASPER??ROSALIE??EMMET? MMM..'CARLISLE'?

I had watched this movie called 'TWILIGHT',I never know the story actually and didn't know that it was came from a book...sequences..by STephanie Meyer...my TL ...Reha whose mentioned me about it..coz..her sister the one that reading the book currently. I did saw it in TV and it kind of ...nice to watch movie.
So on last Sunday, I went to watchit with my best friend, Pcilla..and yes, indeed it was a good..movie..and I was obsess with it now.
A Forbidden Love story which had their own lines to make the youngster excited to watch. I'm the one of all whose now under the 'spell' of 'TWILIGHT'...hahaha...it's very funny..the last time..i ever obsess about a movie was for 'STAR WAR'..and it's crazy coz i bought everythings about Star War ...that time..so..kindos...some ppl might said.
But ..watever, I'm now in that ...obsession..
I went for the 2nd time to watch the movie..on Thursday..with my colleagues..and again pcilla..I need to watch the follow up with what had I read in its book..the book i bought ...last week..after the movie..huh..silly huh?
WELL.. basically,it's about 2 teenager..EDWARD & BELLA..whose met and fall in love. ..but trouble was the guy ..she falled for is a'vampire'..a very handsome, cute and adorable ..vampire.
it's forbidden in the life of a vampire..to fall for Human..coz..u might not know...they will suck up the human's blood..rite?So, I think it's really hard fpr Edward to ..'tahan' the temptation'..from Bella..coz he really love her and she love him too. It's a real love and full of passionate..you'll not see the 'lust' in there..coz..vampire was unable to have such ...much intimacy..and sx' reveal..coz..they might hurt or maybe kill the human..and hunger for their blood.!huh so tough!
well..it's a roughly stroy about it, maybe you can watch it by yourself..if you want to know more..

well my obsession had bring me to bought the new soundtrack, the books(Twilight,New Moon, Eclipse & the GUide Book)..alot of things there..yups..i think i might be obsess to it for these days...

The obsession carry me into the judgement of Love life and it somehow..make me imagine how life will be if i'm in that position where in love with a vampire??wow.. it's a very unrealistic for us a NORMAL HUMAN..i know..it's kinda' 'rubbish' imagination but..it's a really touching..love story where..all normal human being can learn...from..

I knew some of my friends..think i'm a freak for obsessing this story and might be mad for what i'm saying right now. hahaha..funny~Even, pcilla have the guts to say - 'ENOUGH' for the obssesion..and keep on moving..with Real Life..! hmm...maybe in my life..i didn't have a good relationship with any guys..or even with my family..
SO what if the obession control me then,..atleast, I still being a realistic in any judgement and..normal person.heehe.. only this time around, i'm in LOVE in TWILIGHT !!

Hopefully they -Bella & Edward..will stay forever in Love..

TWILIGHT RULES!!