Trip & Arguement..

Yesterday was kind of the 1st day I planned to join my Gym's friends to Genting to have a blast fun. But it's ended up not like what I expected to be. Why? First of all, The D.I.A was late from the schedule that suppose to be started at 8.30am...which had delayed at 9am..itupun..still delayed till almost at 10am. Then, followed up by other problems which I still think can be solve without any Big issues. Sia rasa lebih baik sia bahasakan dlm bahasa sia sendiri la..Bahasa Kampung sikit.hahah..

Tak tau napa sia rasa very disappointed semlm, byk benda yg sia rasa mcm tidak patut berlaku but berlaku. Planning was already great as far as I know la. Only thing bas yg kami mau ambik from KL Sentral tu sudah full for SAturday morning as schedule jam 9am but all ticket had already taken. So yg paling awal pun jam 11am. Then balik pun teda sudah juga tiket yg awal..

So, I informed Zarina and she had asked for someone help-Mr D. A perfect guy full with charisma, very career oriented, intelligent & sweet guy. The guy that most of the ladies imagine to get and to be with. hahahaah...

Well, dia agreed utk bantu la..as normal..like a really gentlemen would intend to do. The plan mcm start to goes well. But pagi tu dorg lambat sampai, so kami pun lambatla bertolak. Maybe ndak kisahla, coz, dia sudi membantu ..kira okla..tu. I dunknow why..suddenly sampai sana..benda makin 'weird' and..mmm somethings..happen la.

It's really silly things la for that to hapen. It's just a simple feeling not to join the games. It somehow feel like awkward to have such attitudes to a grown up ppl, isn't it? Kadang2 rasa geram pun ada..terasa sgt! Sia cuba mau buat yg terbaik utk semua org and to be nice. I really hope for the trip to be fun & excited , not the other way around. Cos sia rasa memang sayang utk someone yang baru ja kenal but end up dgn keadaan yg dimana ada sikit krisis and then jadi ndak jadi kawan pulak. Such A waste !! I do really hope that things will be going alright soon coz It doesn't worth to end up friendship just want happened yesterday. The trip was fun ..so much fun actually that few of them even notice. I actually had a great day semlm..and so happy that I be able to spend some quality time with new friends. I don't mind to have the freetime with them..infact, I was so glad I can know them secara tdk langsung. Well..tu end of Genting Trip stories. Some Parts should be keep quiet then.

Then about mum...i had a small arguement with her just now..

Feel so streess up to knew that I was the only one that always make mum think alot and feel bad about the whole pictures of my life here. I can't understand why it was always about me, why it always about arguement ??Everytime asyik gaduh and gaduh, telefon pun mcm asyik tanya and keep on questioning about somethings that always giving me hardtime to say. Sometimes, I feel reallly so unfair! Coz..why?? Is it bcoz I'm too depends on my family alot? too depends on the way my bro didn't appreciate what I try to help for all these years??I just don;t want to think all about it again..coz it make me sad and feel down each time it happen.

LET'S TALK ABOUT WEEKENDS>...

I just came back from the Treasure Hunt @ Lumut,Perak.
So penat jugak..and there's alot of this fun stories to share. 1st of all, on Friday, after work..like normal la...went to gym for BJ class.
and then we have a dinner at this Kampung Pandan restaurant at Jln Yap Kwan Seng, just nearby the office..at 1st.. dorg plan to go to OLD TOWN WHITE COFFEE..but..last2 tpt tu full..we change to other restaurant. The gangs yg pigi mkn sama2 tu..semestinya..me,cilla,linda,rizal,kak Ajie 'akak' Z & Dwen..(the new guy ..that we just knew)..hahaha.
BAwa..Omar & Jai ,dorg taknak pigi...coz ada hal masing2..so, tak ler nak kacau org pulak kan.
There'S ALOT..of confusing..moment here & there actually throughout these few weeks..but i think I manage to deal with it..and make it 'invisible' from my side.
I did invited ...some few friends..that i just get to know...and I 've been thinking good to have dinner with them if they agree to follow but ..they can't follow due to certain personal matter that need to be done. SO, i understood & make it ..just as normal as i can for the dissappointed moment that I can.
HAhaa..but guess what, I saw these people at the same place we having our dinner that day..and..mmmit's kinda' awkward situation we all having that time, with the uncomfortable moment for them for mm...trying to avoid..the dinner and for us to meet them back at the same place. BUt it's ok..i won't be angry or mad about it..sometimes, ppl just wanna be together only with the close friends and their close crowds..i get to know abt it & i don't blame them..too ..
Infact, myself also have my own comfortable crowd and friends.
After the dinner, ADik rizal said he want to buy 'grapes'(anggur) for the Kenduri at his Kampung on SAturday..so, we follow Dwen's car and proceed to Petaling Street..without LInda..coz..that; time Linda want to go back early due to the treasure hunt event that we have to attend in the early morning.!
So sampai sana..pun kedai anda stall all tutup..& They plan to go to Chow Kit ROad..coz..sana lebih byk stalls.ADik rizal fllow zarina.;s car. and Me & cilla follow Dwen 's car.
wow..wanna talk abt his car..and music..mmm really a good taste..and mmg class...gituu..:))
Wah..we all went to Chow Kit and actually that' was my 1st time visiting the pasar.. yg jual.. all those buah buahan & sayur sayuran..wah..and mcm2 lagi!! Mcm Best Ja!!!
Jalan2 cari buahan..and..mmm..went to makan Durian!!! yipppiee!!>panas2 mcmnie pun..ada selera mau makan durian..tula..idea zarina & rizal..Ratu ANd Raja Durian kot..hgaaggegege
Jalan2 pun sampai mau 2 pagi gitu baru sampai rumah..
Then, Akak Z tinggal kat rumah kitaorg tat time..coz..dia punya bro keja mlm teda sepa yg dpt..tolong dia buka pintu..so...she plan to go back our house and take a nap..only..ok la..tu.
mmm..Me and her talk alot..of thgs.. that morning..!Just can't believe she stay at our dear 'little ginge bread ' home.. ! 1st time ever 'famous' person..stay at our decent home.
talk and talk..sampai la..Jam 5 pagi which was very late sudah for me..to tidur and bangun awal coz.. I have the treasure hunt event to attend that SAturday morning..and guess what!??Kami LAMBAT! lambat bangun!when the time niza call,i masih idur tak buat apapun..and yet dia dah ckp dorg dekat M.Axis ..dah..alah!
mmmm...it;s pity la..pulak for her to awal bangn..kena kcau pplak!
and me & cilla tepaksa kelam kabut..mm
the event was goin as normal actually only thgs, Kami KAlah..and teda dpt byk jawapan yg betul!
so dissapointed!! but apapun kami ..sgt sgt happy and alot of FUN going n there..!
ahahaha..-

to be continue-

WORDL DANCE COMPETITION (28/4/09)

HERE ARE SOME PHOTOS OF THE MEMORABLE ...WD COMPETITION, IT WAS SO ..GREAT & FUN DAY...held at Menara Maxis, Fitness First on 29.04.09..Wednesday.
The winner?? well..of cos 1st place will be the' 3D' team-Uchop team, 2nd place- 'Funky Hot Chicas'-Lily's team & 3rd place-The CUrve-very sweet sweet..ladies whose joining BJ class most of the times..-Jacky Bass's team.

INNERSENSE OF MINE

It;s been long since the last blog i wrote....i think after come back frm SUngkai Trip kan??
Harini merupakan hari yg paling panas seklai dlm hidup sia nie sepanjang bulan April!! Panas GILak..babe! skarang nie pun sia bole rasa bahang daripada panas cuaca and dlm rumah nie..rimas pulak jadinya! Nie lah terjadi..if ..we don't know how to take care of planet sampai global warming..makin teruk,,,but i do hope it won't be as worst as last yr..wwhere kitaorg feel so hot that times..until tidur diluar..!
ok ok..let's just skip the story..actually these HAPPened few days..ago..but i can't manage to write it in this journey.
i have my problem in financial issues,,,currently~my feelin of these whole problems make me become more cepat marah..but my mood swing..~ i can't concentrate fully on keja la.Pcilla did informed me about how ppl think of me and how she think of me for beng more 'such..'attitudes'..
i know that this things was not what i wished..for. I 'm not saying i blame her or my others friends..JUST BCOZ my mood not very good.
I do feel sad sometimes, thinkg of what will happen to me next?can't just escape on my problems now but...i also can't think too much of it ~! then, when talking about the idea of go back to hometown and find new life, new works,again new friends.. it make me afraid ^ scaredthat there'll be more issues coming in later. I don't want mum&dad to know about the problems that i'm having now..coz..it really make me feeel 'uncomfortable' .Just like what happened on laast monday..it's all started when I tried to ask for daddy help -->money..
but i know it's a big mistake bcoz ....it' will be impossible for me to ask that favor frm him since he also had the same prob.
tu tdk apala..kalu tdk dpt tolong..i dun mind..if he can't totally help but...when dad ask & talk to mum abt it, mum feel freak out and call me...in that early morning asking why i can have such probs,,,and questioning me on every aspects until mentioning abt the difficulties that they also having now..and judging me for the help i asked at 1st place. It really hurt me sometimes to think that they dun care about how i feel but..i never skip to understand their feeling since i still kid. After the iprevious incident of Daddy mistakes, i had never feel wanna to talk with him bcoz i knew i feel..hurt and i'm being betrayed. I always love and care and 'manja' with dad before but now, i reallyfeel like i;m a 'stranger' liiving in a different family life.

u knw i did cried when my own close friend talk and explain to me abt my attitudes problems where i normally think too much of 'nag' and always feel 'grumpy' each of everydays. Until i soon realised that wat she said are somehow true!! I never ask for me being like that!!infact, if u know me previously, i did;t have so much issues like thisbefore.. i didn;t wish it to happen...but still God like trying to inform me that HE's trying to guide me. -COBAAN,
i always..think i can be make myself feel positively but it won;t work..after all.
sometimes, i do feel lonely frustration, tired ...of all these things..~to hope to be able to handle such burden in my family,,is not easy jobs!
i used to make myself calm in order to solve my own issues but i know it;s kinda impossible to settle all of it ~
*and it;s making me feelSAD ^PRESSURE ....

MARLEY & ME..THE MOVIE!

I saw the movie of 'MARLEY & ME' just now. And to telll the truth, I just can't denide that the movie really it's an inspiration sad movie. Well, like I said , I cried at the end of the story..the story remind me of those..dogs i used to had one long time ago..

In the movie, it's a really good/ great movie thet i ever watched abt a pet, a loving dogs in that the family had bought at 1st and how it tell about the naughtyness yg dorg dah create!

i remember how..last time..i had my pet named 'BLACK & 'BROWNIE'....they had died & it's reaally captured my heart to know that they willl always be my'baby pets'.. i do miss them alot!The story of the mula2mulanya tak ade apa....la...cerita about how..Owen Wilson took him from the nursery and want to give the puppy to his wife(jenny-jennifer Aniston)..and then that's the life of their stories begin.

I just love it when MArley being spoil..i think he very cute & he did make a funny stories sometimes..eventhou he really a 'chaotic dog'!! until la..the couple got their own life and have 3 chiildren..the dog still be with them till then. He had inspired his 'owner' to wrote how his owner journey ...the long way when dealing with Marley everyday, the articles as posted inside the newspaper he been working for. The articles become more and more famous & interesting wchich ppl tend to have interest to know how he actually deal his dog. And soon, found the most memorable journey with the dog. It's a touching story.

BUt in the end, something happen..& it's kind of sad ending for us!
i really feel sad during the end of it since a bad scene making me cried alot just now.
I think it inspires alot of ppl who loves pets. in future.and this story is a good movie to watch!
nangis teresak-esak..tu. ..i'm a sensitive ppl..when watching any movies related to sad, touching & inspires story~

A WEDDING...A FRIENDSHIP & A FORGETNESS..

A wedding?? yupp...kawin si Nelly...@ hsiao fui coming soon..in this mid of the month..where i'm actually lupa sudah wat date..she getting marry..am I cruel not to remember my own bestfriend's wedding??
To tell the truth..i'm kinda...sakithati..la..abit, coz..she didn't send me any wedding card..for her coming wedding. I don't know why I feel that kind, but i feel that she had forgetted me as her 'once upon a time' a best friend...what to do, maybe it's had already been a very long time ago that we used to be friend..and a really best buddies.
Sampai kawin pun dia rasa...susah mau bagi kad..kawin utk sia..bcoz she said that i don't want the card and I can't attend the wedding. Really I can't attend the wedding, bcoz..I don't have much more holiday & no much budget..to buy the flight ticket again.
I had explained to her previously and I didn't want to make her think that her bestfriend..'sengaja' don't want to come to the wedding..
Kalu ikutkan, memang sia mau datang and go to the wedding specially she are among the old & bestfriend of mine..since 15 years ago..the age had grown with use...thru since then and I'm also kinda' frustrated jugak to think that I can't attend it!!
But the sucks thing is, even I can't attend it, I do hope I can be the one to meet the both groom & brige. It's really sad to think that I can't be the one who can pay the respect to see my own bestfriend getting marry.

So sad lagi bila dia ckp yg sia tidak mau kawin kad dia..what kind of...sentences is that? Do i really said it that I don't want to get the card?
I'm sorry amoi if I did said this words and making you feel that I didn't appreciate our friendship thruout the 15 years as friend, but i think now i know, friendship not always end up with good and nice ending..even if we are all friends, but in some part , we still didn't really know each other well enough bcuz if you do know me in and out, you should know what to do when such things like this-giving your bestfriends -treated a friend that really means to you like this..not even have the courtesy to include me in receiving the wedding card from you. The reason- she don't have enough wedding card to me..(which is..awkward~..)
Eventhou what happen, I never forget and left out my old friends-my bestfriends..cos i know deep down inside i'm still their friends..whether now and ever..so, even they forgetted me in future..I wil never forget them....

SUNGKAI TRIP..21/02/09

INTRODUCING...THE MEMORABLE PHOTO TAKEN FROM SUNGKAI,PERAK..TRIP..(21/2/09-22/2/09.let me tell you the stories of each photos..(more easy to explained tjourney for the trip...la..,malas la..want to cerita panjang2 by sentences..huh,penat mau type ..babe!) Like this kan..more easier..

1) arrived at the FELDA RESIDENCE.

jaCK,Linda, Me, Firdaus & En Nasir..in front of the reception.

2) the bathroom...is it look nice?? with the large bath tab.

3) wow...mandi'ying..inside the jazuki ..at our villa..best!!

with bubble...and the hot warm ...water..really make me feel like i'm in a 5 star...resort..babe!








4) ini time hanging out at the guys's villa..your know..it's a nice villa than ours..now, look at their jakuzi..more larger than ours too.

5) my childhood time...hahaha..i just love it..when..we being happy like this.. a moment to be remember..~the water park, Sungkai.

6) RUn ...run..baby Run...ni time kitaorg..buat2 gaya..yg kami lari..from the sotong??hahaha..who are more..beautiful..runner?

7)the living room..uhh..i like the decoration...a simple..room with elegant..style.

8) This is our villa..VILLA 5, the 4 of housemate...a big villa for us..~cantik..environment..dgn keliling..hijau ja..

9) iskk.. kerja pcilla la ni.~!...during the time we get ready for the dinner..mmm..















10) So, this is what happened when..adult like us went into the water, we become like kids...pose like kids..too..

11) our moment together before we went back ...a few minutes before..'naik' bas.. sweet sweet...memory..the place really look nice & very romantic,..i recommend those who want to spend a quality time with family or love one, then you'll might be better place..to be..

12) outside ..'anjung' rumah..the guys...where..we lepak the night before..having our leisure time when we follow the funniest game they organized.
which..actually..kitaorg main..1st) pass pass the 'gelang' all around..& when the music stop at the person, the person need to follow what 'denda'..where the majority people will decide...

2nd) playing the ..'sambung2' wordings....meaning- kena sambung the words until org tu ndak dpt sambung lor..exp: 'kira'....1st person, 'ratu'...2nd person.

wah...kinda' tough..jugak..but ..the winners?? KAMI-me & pcilla..!! but oleh kerana..kak ajie & the gang ndak puas hati kami never been denda...so, they kenaakan..kami la..well..together wit kak ajie..since she the one that cant continue the word. hahha..funny.

1)This was when..we went to Water Park
nearby the Felda residence (villa)..'a child moment'..between me & cilla & Linda

2) ah....taken inside the villa (kak Rahaya's villa) where we stayed. the villa..uhh..can't believed the villa look so cozy & nice..simple but elegant..view!









3) during dinner time...with the' boss'..and the beautiful friends..
the boss' En Nasir..!








4) The photo taken from Kak June camera, in the living room.
WHich one Kak June?..the one that wearing 'white' dress..

5)...ok..ni semua 'gadis pingitan' but .....only 1 tu ja yg perasan..still single..(heheh..jan marah..kak Ajie)..yupps...Kak Ajie..is married.. btw, with 2 sons..still maintain body...kan??uuuuhh..muda remaja gitu!! senyum akak..*cayang*








6) Taken by...someone.. during the breakfast time..the next mornng tu! suddenly my photo.. taken..maybe wanna take the view..backside..kot?

actually it was came from 'Mizan' camera..?! mmm??











7 ) drive us crazy...!!!

8) we also celebrate Mr Nasir..birthday that night..it's a very ..very surprised moment..for him..(tersedu-sedu..dia bagi ucapan that time..huhuhuhu)..infact, i'm also..surprised by all that..most of us don't knw about it.

10) 21..2.09.. we had arrived at our venue..see the counter??

FELDA RESIDENCE..(VILLA)

11) Kak Ajie..& me ..at the ..cafeteria..at the WAter Park..world..while waiting for our time..go 'mandi'ying in the pool.

:))





12) "sweet for my sweet...sugar for my honey.."all of us during dinner that night (21/2/09)










13) best...! best !!...i can spend long inside..the jakuzi..!








14) take 2...for the gurls..!! how i wish to have this jakuzi in my house!..my dream house..

5)...I LIKE THIS PIC.!!.remind me of those..bestfriend..hugging & taken photo..with a perfect view!..(zeikkk...accept for the receptonist counter tu..kacau daunla!)
with beloved..kak Ajie..









ALRITE, that's all for the some memories of SUNGKAI..trip..in Perak. My 1st time went outting with all these friends..alot to remember ...alot to be share..